Loving feels a deep gratitude towards life despite having given more than what has been received. He who truly loves always gives more love than he receives. It does not keep an accounting. He doesn't need it. Always charge more at the time of giving.
That is why he does not expect others to be perfect or meet all his expectations. That would reverse their numbers. Love because it multiplies, wait for logic in the return of love divides. The ego always divides; He is a chronic dissatisfied. So you decide where you take your accounts. Be clear: love and you will not need a heaven that awaits you waiting, you will already live in it.